Nobody's but HIS

Dear Abba, My mind and my heart is in turmoil. It is stormy inside and I cannot go on without having to sit and talk with you alone. I know that you are here with me. But I chose to be in a place that I love to be, Bintana - this Coffee and Restaurant place that I love because I can be here all alone but with you beside me. Let me tell you what's going on with me. Firstly, it was July 29, 2016. I remember what I spoke to you that very morning where we always meet at my Veranda. I told you: LORD, let this be a day of redemption. I didn't know how you were going to answer me but I just prayed that out of nowhere. And indeed you did redeem me. The day went by as scheduled. Friday and Jake and I went to the airport in the morning to fetch Marco Victoria, one of our speakers. We ate breakfast at Cafe de France and I had too much pancakes. Thank you for that moment that I was able to do what I always thought of doing every time I pass by in Marina Mall, I wanted to try Cafe de F...

Today, I am with my brother David in MacAllen Texas living with Ahya Duane and his family in his brother Mark's big house and it is such a beautiful home. I am able to sleep and rest and enjoy time on my own. GOD has brought up to me to pray and continually pray for His promises for me. For the past weeks being in Houston, GOD has reminded me the promise He gave me back January 2010. It was a promise very long ago that I thought was already dead. It was dead because it had to die and I never thought he would raise it back to life again. But He brought this promise back to life since last month. GOD has spoken to me first of all on May 2015 when we first came to Ate Dit's house. I spoke to her what had happened to me the last 5 years of my life when I was in London and how GOD had spoken to me that HE has chosen me to be the wife of Earl. Before I could even say his name, she already knew it and spoken his name. And I told her how that promise had led to tragic events ...

May 9, 2013 Scripture reading for the day: Isaiah 34-39 I am at the Victory Campaign Conference at Mississuaga GOD Promise of a complete life with family with a land we will posssess forever Isaiah 34 16 Search the book of the Lord, and see what he will do. Not one of these birds and animals will be missing, and none will lack a mate, for the Lord has promised this. His Spirit will make it all come true. 17 He has surveyed and divided the land and deeded it over to those creatures. They will possess it forever, from generation to generation. May 10, 2013 GOD's Promise of my return to Israel Isaiah 35 8 And a great road will go through that once deserted land. It will be named the Highway of Holiness. Evil-minded people will never travel on it. It will be only for those who walk in God’s ways; fools will never walk there. 9 Lions will not lurk along its course, nor any other ferocious beasts. There will be no other dangers. Only the redeemed will walk on it. 10 Thos...

Author's excerpts on Look Forward Everyday I can't start the day without: My time with the LORD reading His word and laying down my concerns Writing in a blog what HE talked to me about in His word that day Reading and writing letters for my Bunny Love Watching  Pastor Paul's Daily News-Prophecy Related Updates  awaiting Yeshua's appearing to take us away from here to THE eternal Home Spending time with my little siblings Every Week: Spending Time with family at the Beach house Shabbat Fellowships whether at a Congregation or lunch with my Bunny Love's family Every Year: Family Vacations all over the world Coming home for a vacation and reunion with my Family every Christmas Learning something new through work or school

I am as satisfied as with rich food; my mouth praises you with joy on my lips when I remember you on my bed and meditate on you in the night watches.  For you have been my help; in the shadow of your wings I rejoice; my heart clings to you; your right hand supports me. - Psalm 63: 6-8 I'm so blessed today to be able to spend time with sisters and a brother in Yeshua whose love and passion for Him is increasing and unceasing. Tonight, I was tired to go out but the LORD has blessed me by enabling me to enjoy sweet fellowship with these brethren and be refreshed as we talked about His word, His promises and our experiences... Suddenly I felt an energy rise up within me, like the fire of GOD making me alive... It is not good for man to be alone most especially being alone in the walk of faith... and because HE knows all my needs, I am fed even though I didn't know I was starving. Now I am satisfied and my mouth can sing praises with joy on my heart =D As I lie in b...

Reading: Proverbs 19-20 5  Every word of God  is  pure; He  is  a shield to those who put their trust in Him. - Proverbs 20 Remembering all that HE has promised me will put my fears to rest for GOD can never lie because HE cannot deny HIMSELF. HE is true to HIS words, it is HIS very nature to deliver HIS every promise. My heart will be secure when I learn to rest in HIS words and keep them in the remembrance of my heart.  Sometimes I fret and when I can't control my fears I start to panic. The voices tell me I'm a failure, I don't amount to anything, and I'm nothing. These voices echo so loud in my brains. I want to shut them down, they are not worth hearing. Not worth thinking, because I know I'm worth more than what I can do. I am worth the love of GOD. And so to listen to HIS voice is a difficult and challenging endeavor . For HE cannot be heard in the loudness and glory of sound but in the stillness of the heart, there HIS voice is but small....1...

Ever since I was a child, I've been everyone's friend but nobody else's clique member. I try to avoid the hostile kids and made friends with the good ones. I was mostly known as everyone's friend, smiling and agreeable. Today, an organization that interviewed me had described me as agreeable, it's nice that I've not changed and she also added "humble". For me this is an accomplishment for others to find me humble is a great thing. Why? because pride is a thing that brings people down even when they try to set themselves as high as the sky. But looking at all the facebook friends and seeing pictures of old friends come together and continue meeting, made me realize that I've not really rooted myself in group relationships. I think because my family bond is so strong I know I don't need to belong, I have a group that holds me deep down where I will always be known to parents as their beloved daughter and the eldest Sister of 4 doting siblings. B...